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Good day to you all, I woke up knowing I have so much crap to do! I feel clear headed today and I have checked a lot of blocks but I still have things to do. Have you ever had a feeling that you were forgetting something? When I was younger sometimes I would have little “Brain Farts” as we call them and forget shit. I remember how it made me buckle down and get more organized because no one wants to be late, or miss an appointment. It’s not professional and it gives the impression that someone else’s time isn’t important to you. I worked really hard at being where I was suppose to be when I was suppose to be ….. it’s the military training😁. Flash forward to now and I forget shit left and right, maaaaan I keep paper everywhere 😂. Just trying to keep my life on track, something I did with precision before just doesn’t work anymore. I realized that a lot of my issues were stemming from my time in the military. We just beat ourselves up so bad by hesitating going to sick-call when we hurt. I had a kevlar fall and strike the crown of my head in 2007, never reported it. I sucked it up and drove on despite my wrist going numb for a couple days nothing else happened so no worries.
I continued serving and retired in 2019, twelve years later and I still regret not reporting that head injury. Yes I eventually reported and sought medical treatment but the damage was done. I just wished I had that baseline reporting done on my brain function in 2007 to compare to now. I am positive that little hit slowed me down a bit, I think it was progressively slow. Which is why it took me a minute to make the connection. Anyway I now use a journal/notebook ( hard copy & electronic) to help. CBD has anti-inflammatory properties and it works well for me and my memories. I am no doctor I just know what works for me. I micro-dose with CBD throughout my day. I am more focused during my day and I am able to stay on task easier. I discovered what works for me by trial and error. As ya’ll know I have a CBD granola company (RoseLands Edibles LLC😊), I love to sprinkle it on my oatmeal or yogurt in the morning. It’s progression for me😁 Y’all……I still have a SHIT ton of stuff to do. I guess I will get to it! Hope I didn’t ramble to bad but if I did…..who cares💕😂
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