JUST WATCHING T.V.

So I have been busy doing stuff here and there just ticking off of my to-do list. I REALLY hope no one reading this believed that I have a to-do list…..well at least not written down anyway. It’s more like a virtual thing that only exist in my brain lol once I get something accomplished it disappears. This is a perfect example of how things take up residence in our brains and refuse to leave. I kinda deal with what I can at the time that I can, if that makes sense. I find myself needing the “white noise” of a TV or music playing in the background. It helps me focus on the task at hand, Y’all it brings me so much joy to have some H.E.R. playing while I bake or cook. The level of peace this gives me is unexplainable but hey you do what you need! Honestly when I am in that space it allows me to have clarity. You know its the little things that get you through the day.

It’ s been so much LIFE happening in the world that you have to find a place of peace to shelter when shit gets too dark. I recall the moment I had my first experience with Cannabis after my retirement. I took a puff off a joint, inhaled the smoke and surprisingly I didn’t choke. I thought I knew what to expect but it had been more than 30 years since I smoked weed. I can tell you that it’s NOTHING like I remembered. It was ONE puff and y’all I was COMPLETELY high. I mean everything just kind of shifted into sharp focus and I was floating off into the zone. I just sat down on my couch and started to try and decide HOW I was feeling😏😏. It was as if the “light” came on……I remember thinking DAMN this is too much but I………liked it? I was honestly thinking if I can dial it down some this would be great. I was prepared for the reaction of my 17y/o memory, expecting instant giggles and of course the MUNCHIES😂😂😂😂. I had some moments of laughter once I embraced the fact that things had DEFINITELY changed in the weed world lol since I was a kid. I just enjoyed the ride for the rest of the day!……yes I was gone off of one Hit of Alaskan Thunder Fuck strain. It was the first strain I smoked. I read on Leafly ( a cannabis website) that it had a creeping effect so I wanted to try it. It hit the mark, I might have had two puffs which is all I could do after my 30 year hiatus😂😂😂😂😂

It did creep up on me in a way but I expected it so that’s what I think I felt?????? maybe. Anyway I was……. a Crystal Clear Thinking Hungry Very Amused Individual for about a good 8 hours. I Went to sleep with a smile on my face after eating my way through a big ole box of cocoa puffs ( not all of it…DON”T JUDGE).. I mean come on….how GOOD is cereal when your high?? Right? I woke up feeling with my body feeling GREAAT and I actually felt like I REALLY slept. I immediately thought this is the SHIT….but I didn’t want to around completely blissed all day. This is the way I’m choosing to medicate so I needed to understand HOW to. Which led me to start looking for books or literature to help guide me n my journey. I went to my best friend Googal…..😂😂😂😂 and happened upon an author named NIKKI FURRER and her book called “A Woman’s Guide to CANNABIS. I think any women out there looking for information/understanding or guidance in using cannabis should INVEST in this book. It comes with a PDF version if you’re like me and love audible books, but it is well worth the read and/or Listen! I still reference it and recommend it freely to anyone asking about cannabis and CBD.

This is one of the best books I’ve come across, honestly its the author for me! She has a way of pulling you in and making you feel so welcomed to the information she provides. I love this lady, she is a total “Badass” in my opinion and if I ever get the chance I want to smoke a FAT one with her lol. Truly ya’ll go get the book if you haven’t already, I will drop this link to her site: https://www.workman.com/authors/nikki-furrer. Go take a look, I promise you won’t regret it.

Next time I will tell Y’all about the first time I made cannabis infused cookies, ate one and tried to do Karaoke…………Long story come back to read all about it!!!

Thank you for joining me again❤️❤️

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